Posted: 10/02/2013 in Uncategorized
When it rains it pours goes the saying and with my life that is so true. I finally got a job after being unemployed for 2 1/2 years and that should be a good thing. However with that comes a whole new set of problems such as now I have to start paying my student loans off and my defaulted credit card debit and those people are nasty. They don’t care about anything except getting their money. I understand they have a job but they can cut the derogatory comments. Luckily I can authorize someone to talk to them in my place. :D and it just so happens I have a master. and he is so good to me. I come into his life and bring a whole set of baggage and issues and problems and he takes it in stride. I am so lucky to have found him. He cares for me unequivocally. He understands me so well. I always tell him “get out of my head” because he always says what I’ve been thinking, yet I never mean it. I would never what him out of my head. I revel in the connection we have together. He is not just my master but my best friend, lover, soul-mate, and boyfriend. We have a passion that burns so hot. I can’t explains all the feelings he causes me to have. But it is bliss. Pure and utter bliss.
That is all for now. Wish me luck at my job.
Posted: 30/01/2013 in Uncategorized
Discovering More About Who I Am. I love the blog ServingMaster Her relationship with her master is similar to mine. She is very helpful and answers questions. I liked this post because it describes a lot about how I am. I do want to make a point that Im not referencing the father abuse, more the ADD, asberger etc. I am sorry she had to go through that. I was/am lucky to have a caring father. We’ve had our tiffs but he did not ever abuse me in anyway. Anyways I don’t have medical right now so I haven’t been officially diagnosed with anything but I read and read and read and when I read her blog I was just like OMG that sounds like me. So anyways please enjoy her blog and this post.
I’m back :D so a bit about my master and how we got together. It truly is a bit funny how it all worked out. We met in college, I could not do chemistry to save my life and he was/is brilliant. We were lab partners. There’s a lot in the middle that I’d rather not divulge but then thanks to facebook we reconnected. We realized that we had a strong bond. I flew out to visit my brother, who lived nearby my master, and we met and as they say the rest is history. In a short few months I moved in with him. I have turned his life upside down, in a good way. There has been some ups and downs. I struggle with some problems but he doesn’t give up on me. I am captivated by him. He adores me and shows me how much he loves me each and every day. But it is Sunday so I’m keeping this short. Have a great day.
Posted: 26/01/2013 in Uncategorized
Welcome to my blog. For starters I am a pet. To be more specific I am a submissive, I have a master. We both do not like the term slave, but in essence that is what I am. I exist to make my master happy. He does order me to do things from day to day tasks to sexual endeavors. Why am I writing a blog about this. Well although there are some good blogs out there, as in anything especially master pet/slave relationships there are many different flavors out there. Each is different but the core is the same. So I felt as though maybe it would be good to get my story out. To help others, because I know it isn’t as easy as it was for me.
So where should I start, I should warn you I have ADHD and OCD so I apologize is my blogs are chaotic :D
How did I realize I was a submissive? Hmmmm well it is a bit of a quirky story. I am a big fan of anime/manga I love bleach, well as some of you may know there is a fairly large easy going bleach role-playing universe on twitter. Well I was a part of it and through my interactions, mainly with Yaoi I came to the realization that wow I’m a submissive, this all makes sense. And to be clear I am what is known in the BDSM community as a natural submissive. This means I crave dominance in every aspect of my life not just in the bedroom. I always thought i was just shy and awkward. Definitely an introvert to boot but as I did research on Uke and Seme (look up yaoi for a in dept definition but in essence Uke is the bottom and Seme is the top in a boy boy relationship referring to yaoi. I don’t really want any ones opinion on yaoi to each their own. I don’t judge nor should any of you) and it just clicked. I needed not just wanted someone to control me but also take care of me. And I want to be very clear although he is my master and he does own me his first and foremost duty (as he says as well) is to take care of me, his pet. he nurtures, trains, guides me. The dominate/master/owner takes care of their property. They protect and cherish their pet/slave/property. And in most cases (safe consensual relationships) the submissive/pet/slave is proud to be owned because they know they are loved and nothing will harm them.
Well I think that’s a good beginning next blog I’ll talk a bit about how I met my master. Till then goodbye and thank-you